Well, where do I start? One would presume the beginning but the beginning isn't a beginning at all. I guess I should just come out with it: John and I broke up. I know, I know, please people, stay seated. I don't really have much to "blog" about it, as it is a personal subject between him and me, but I wanted to just say for the record that I've absolutely enjoyed my relationship with John; he's such a great guy and I think the world of him. We are simply changing the terms and conditions of our relationship to reflect a friendship rather than boyfriendship (that should be a word huh?). Anyway, I wouldn't consider myself single either, because single would denote availability--I'm non-anything. I'm a unisexual (just me, baby) for the time being. And who knows, maybe we are making a mistake (and by "we" I mean "me"--I'm the one that decided it was probably for the best to break it off). Maybe we will get back together, and maybe it will be sooner, maybe it will be later, maybe it will never be the same again, but all I know is I had a great year, I learned a lot about myself and I have some amazing and special memories from my time close with him. I am fine, a little shaken, but I'm good. John and I had talks about this for almost 2 weeks deciding on what would be for the greater good and all that crap, and after our last conversation I'm feeling a lot better about things (good enough to talk freely about it now). If you want to hear more, than ask. and if you want to check in with Johnny, please do not hesitate to ask me for his email (I don't want to publish it on here--a public blog). Anyway... that's all I have to say tonight.
Oh and thanks everyone for your patience with my little blog vacation. Obviously had some stuff on my mind that I couldn't spurt out onto this darn thing. Until next time, bloggettes. I promise, I'll have some good stuff next time!
